...i want to

i want to burst like a bomb...i want to be invisible...i want to get drunk, till I drop..i want to shout to the world "i ain't stupid" but most likely!..i want to talk and talk til i run out of words...i want to tour till the end...i want to run and run as fast as a kangaroo!...i want to sleep all day long, day til dawn!...i want to laugh as free as a child...i want to be wild...i want to be the best as i can be...i want to reach the moon like armstrong...i want to get what i really want...i want to be out in the street!...i want to be a criminal...i want to feel what is like to be in prison...i want to break the rule...i want to be independent...i want to tell you i hate you...i want to say i miss you...i want to say i love you...i want to say Pls. dont leave me...i want to walk slowly as a snail...i want to eat and eat till im bloated...i want to taste the bitterness of life...i want to be alone...i want to throw anything!...i want to shop...i want to draw...i want to take off my clothes coz i want to swim in a river...i want to take anything...i want freedom and i cant...


i just want to be understood but no one can....=(

Over-reaction

I woke up today cramming finding my cellphone..and read any new messages...I was sooo disappointed that i dont have even a single message..specifically from the person I'm expecting to TEXT me. But I won't let my day be ruined! (--bleh!)

EMO STAGE:
Sometimes I dont intend to hurt somebody well in fact im also hurt..I never knew that sometimes i'm overreacting...i was afraid...i was just afraid...how could i cope with things that i used too? how could i trust again if many times trust was destroyed? :(

VMM 507

Last night as i was reviewing the messages of my cellphone in my inbox i was curious with the report about the missing children at TACURONG (somewhere in Mindanao), who according to the message was found at the terminal with no eyes and internal organs..the dead children was dropped by a white van with a plate number of VMM 507...this morning I searched and found out that it was actually at BATANGAS and QUEZON...Moreover, the report says that over 15 children are already missing but the Batangas police director speaks to the media that it was all falasies and was never been fact..because according to the police stations there were no reports that missing children are increasing...and to this I abide my agree to the director that Media team should first verify if the alleged was true.


FOR more information click the link below:
http://www.philstar.com/archives.php?Local%20News&p=49&type=2&sec=2&aid=2008022615

Blog re-starter

Hello Everyone!

Lemme introduce myself...I'm Aini. A fun loving person and a hyperactive, I still don't know what I want from life, I'm on a journey! I love arts and mysteries...A CURIOUS in nature, *I'm like a kid who always ask* People always thought they already know me because I'm verrrry talkative ;) (--not gossiping, just I love sharing about life in general!) yet I'm deep....being talkative is just superficial!

Okay. When it comes to emotions and feelings I tend to hide it. I believe that people has their own problem, so why should I bother opening my shits? AND SO I turn up to MUSIC...I cried 'with it' when i'm down....and makes me feel more loved when I'm inspired or happy. It's like in movie? there should be a song playing behind coz things makes sense when there's music. LOL! Kinda weird, I know but can't help it. It's so addictive! *no specific GENRE*

Then BLOG was created, I started blogging in 2003-2004, those were the times when life's not that serious. LOL! I'm writing and listening to music at the same time. It's intense! I stopped for several years, and started again because one person encouraged me to write again as I have potentials according to him. So I'm starting, but I don't know if I can keep up with this thing as life is in chaos. LOL!

This person is someone I consider special, we're kinda having a relationship where everyone is against us. But I should  thank him, he pushed me to spread my wings and do more with life. Despite the difficult situation, i consider myself lucky on both world, people who are against us has their reasons and I apreciate it. And a feeling of having someone when shits happens despite the situation, he is always there when I need him, he never left (the downside, can we do it? or how long can we fight?)

aarghh! I'm becoming emotional. I kinda hate this.